Gendut

Everytime when i look..
Tears gather in my eyes..
My hearts feel the sudden loss..
My head is full of queastion..

But there's nothing i can do

about it..
Nothinq..Absolutely nothinq...
I can only wish and hope for..
But Expec No result..

Now that all are bz working..
Who the hell i'm gonna txt?
What the hell i'm gonna do?

OR is it me who are always too free?
I don really like it..
But myan it is easy to get over it..

Now my  heart start to question..

And my brain srart to think..
yet the only thing that come up is..
SO? Whats next?
and then what gonna happen?
when get the conclusion..
And things i'm so worried about is

What if heart/s  are broken?
It will builting up to a nitemare..
HOW?