You would not understand what is within me. I am not crazy to get mad over a very little things. If you were to ask me what the hell that make me soo mad. The 1st things is yes that bloody idiot was informed that the will be some takes yet u are not prepare.It was not only you..Out of all only 1or2 was sort of prepare yet none of us is boder.You decide on somethings and give instuction as u pls..ehk! Who the hell are you. Individual decision will be only taken in emergency cases. the other time u was not inform because of u are not there and is the person in charge to tell you forget about it. AKU DA TAK PERECAYA KAU TAPI WALAU BAGAIMANA PON AKU TAK AKAN GIVE UP ON SESIAPA ATAU APA-APA PON..yang baek datang dari allah s.w.t. ang yang buruk datang daripada aku..

Everytime when i look..
Tears gather in my eyes..
My hearts feel the sudden loss..
My head is full of queastion..

But there's nothing i can do

about it..
Nothinq..Absolutely nothinq...
I can only wish and hope for..
But Expec No result..

Now that all are bz working..
Who the hell i'm gonna txt?
What the hell i'm gonna do?

OR is it me who are always too free?
I don really like it..
But myan it is easy to get over it..

Now my  heart start to question..

And my brain srart to think..
yet the only thing that come up is..
SO? Whats next?
and then what gonna happen?
when get the conclusion..
And things i'm so worried about is

What if heart/s  are broken?
It will builting up to a nitemare..
HOW?